On Thursday night, approximately 10pm, I recieved a call that changed the way I look at my life. Somehow, someway, the same sick person who hacked into my computer obtained my cell phone number and decided to harass me with phone calls.

The situation has left me frightened. I do not know how this person obtained my private information, but I'm through.

I'm a nice person, anyone who actually knew me would agree that I am very understanding and likeable. Why I'm the target of this sick man is beyond me.

THEREFORE, in order to keep me and MY FAMILY safe from this stalking psychopath, I will be officially closing my deviantArt and Yahoo accounts.

I might return as someone else, or not. I really do not care at the moment. You guys have been the greatest friends to me and really made me feel good about myself. But, I know that keeping these open makes me and my family a target of some sorts. Call it paranoia, call it whatever you like. I am calm now, and this decision was made after more than 10 hours of thought.

I want the peace of mind I deserve. I don't want to feel worried about someone harassing me becaue I am NeoZidane. I want to ditch my internet life and continue the wonderful life I have with my real life friends and family.

This will come as a shock to many of you, but so did the phonecall with that man and his smug British accent. All I know is that he means business, and I want to keep me and the ones I love safe from harms way.

I'm going to miss you people, but this situation has gotten so serious that it has destroyed any peace of mind that I've developed by ignoring the situation. Don't hate me because I'm leaving, don't spend your time looking for me. When the time is right I'll come out and say hello, but right now I need a long break from the internet.

Zak, please delete my PP account. Nokie, that number you have is no good anymore, I have no number at the moment. I'll talk to you when I can.

CHRIST, I sound like I'm going to die D= I'm not, guys, I'm just leaving the internet for awhile. I'll return when I'm ready. But the lesson is learned:

Be careful about what you say and do. NEVER give your personal information to ANYONE you don't know in person. AND, always remain calm and think whenever something liek this happens.

It's time to end the harassment and end the threats.

Au revoir
Sayonara
Adios
Good-bye

Sincerely,
NeoZidane

Too much work and no draw makes me a very sad boy =___=. That is why the picture of my fur will be DELAYED until the following week unless I can squeeze in the coloring tonight and the scannings tomorrow.

Oooops, forgot I have to pick up a novel at Barnes and Noble. Le fuck... ;w;

I don't want to keep you waiting, and as soon as I finish my homework I'll nap, bathe, rest, and MAYBE color.

And the subscription, she has died ;w;...................................

WAH........ D:

LOL

I've come to my conclusion as to who my fur is going to be, but I wont post a new pic or any info of him JUST YET!

First lemme take this time to beg someone for a subby. It's my last day as a dA subscriber, and it dies at 9:57 my time. Or, dA's time for me at least >_> So, this is a calling out to all fellow deviant watchers of mine: PLEASE GIMME A SUBBY.

Until then, the details about the fur will stay between me and the people I have told it to. If no subby, then I can patiently wait until Friday :3

Actually, I wont torture you. I just need to finish the pic so I can officially tell you guys. The sub part was just a begging

Yeah, I know what you're thinking and NO I've wanted to do this for a long-ass time now, I just never got around to doing any design. I've kinda outgrown Neo a tad. Don't worry, he'll still live on as one of my many characters .

I'm not going to post a poll since tomorrow is my last day as a deviantArt subscriber. Wow, what a wild ride this subby has been. *Begs for some lovely friend to toss him one =3*

I've narrowed my furry choice to a few animals:

A LEMUR or A SKUNK are my top choices/ Both are furs not widely displayed in art or in the community (well, maybe not so much skunk, but lemurs are damn rare). Either choice will have shades of PURPLE instead of black, white, and gray. I'm pretty excited about this new change, and I think it should be a great opportunity to explore my creative design.

One of my ideas was a HEDGEHOG, but I just knew that I would draw him exactly like a Sonic character. I even had an idea to use the Pokemon WEAVILE, but then I was too stumped to figure out where the hair would go in place of the crown thing. I had the idea of using a SQUIRREL as well. That one's not too bad.

In fact, I like all of these choices and it makes it hard to decide >___>;;.

Well..... comment on which is your favorite and tell me why :3

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Well, with this whole giant hacker lulz mess behind me, I set out to enjoy my first day of school! Lo and behold the series of unfortunate events to befall this kitty.

BEFORE SCHOOL
Nothing happened except a conversation between me and a chum. We talked about how our summers went and how LATE the damn bus was. Seriously, I came at the bus stop around 6:40am. A crowd of Freshman wangstas and posers was a new site to behold... 7:20am... call to dad to drop me off at school... 7:35am arrival at school, AND LATE =___=

1ST PERIOD- Physics Honors I
My teacher has a real neat sense of humor. He has this projection screen that broadcasts the TV and his laptop, not to mention any other gadget you could plug into it. The class wasn't too crowded, but it was oddly set up (we all sat in long rows). We watched this stupid lulzy video about the Student Code of Conduct (which still says you can't listen to iPods during downtime and luch, such bullshit D:< with hilarious scenarios that were too stupid to actually happen (two little kids beating one bigger kid and stealing his backpack, a wheelchair bound girl getting blocked by a little bitchy girl (run her over ) etc) and learned NOTHING about physics.

2ND PERIOD- Calculus
We jumped right into the text on this one. She's the same teacher I had before, and she has a bit of a math fetish if you know what I mean (oooh, fractions, my fave luvtehbbq >w>;; and we got right into GRAPHING. MY FAVORITE =____=. Overall, it was OK.

3RD PERIOD- Personal Fitness
Aka the "Ipod Hour". honestly, we did nothing for the entire hour except wait in the gymnasium for all of the teachers to call role and such. It took an entire hour and a half, and it was the most boring period of the fucking day. No one I knew, nothing special, nothing fun. Just role call. (I still haven't made up my mind about switching out or not)

LUNCH
HAH, what lunch? After realizing that the lunch lines were TOO freaking long to wait on, and that half of the vending machines weren't working, coupled with the simple fact that I didn't have enough money for lunch, I decided to buy a Nestea. Lo and behold the untimely death of exact money. They raised the cost of soda to $!.25 just to get us to fumble around for change looking for a quarter. I ended up inserting two dollars and getting $.50 in change. DO THE MATH, I WAS ROBBED D:<

4TH PERIOD- Portfolio I
The best period by far. No boredom, just friends and ART. YAY ART! We did this composite drawing where we had to start it and pass it to the person next to us for them to finish etc. until three were done with it. And then we designed name tags to hang above our heads WOOT

BUS RIDE HOME
Surprisingly fun! I had the chance to speak with a man who I thought was going to drop out of school entirely, but instead finished 9th grade online so he can get a job at Publix to support his mother at her workplace =3. How sweet of him!

Overall, it was a pretty MEH day. BTW, I never did get into the AP US History course I wanted to take. Yeah, the fucktards screwed up my schedule. But I might grow to like it. My fouth hour is so much fun that I don't feel like replacing it with an AP course. I did all of that work for nothing, but oh well :3

Love y'all,
Josh

P.S. I'm changing my fur. Yeah, I got bored with Neo and now I'm looking forward to taking a whole new fursona! NeoZidane will just be the account name, but my fur will have a new name and everthing!!

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